Lady LaRue

Horrid Dreams

    Horrid dreams are my downfall. The unpleasant memories I keep hidden away in the back of my mind manage to break free during the night and plague my dreams. Last night was one to keep my eyes awake. Not from frightening creatures or sly murderers but of constant things I am faced with. The talk of my old church’s winter retreat is plaguing facebook and it just so happened to creep into my dreams. I do not think people understand why we were forced to leave Reston and what horrible rotten souls still dwell there but the fact is I am still living with it. It’s not just something that can be forgotten. Though my family is strong we are crumbling financially still from Reston as well as emotionally. It’s something I just want to go away and flee from our lives but it will never. It’ll always be a scar on my heart and my family. I want these things to just go away and keep away from my beautiful dreams.